Never been to Spain.
Thursday, January 27, 2005
a cryptic message
hint: http://www.networkofminds.com/networkofminds/binary.cfm
Saturday, January 22, 2005
arggh!
Why does it hurt?
bloggerspot
Friday, January 21, 2005
(may you live in) exciting times
I just applied for my first job in 4.5 years, since getting the one I work now. Have other jobs in mind. I have no choice but to leave here to further my career, even though I like my coworkers. Well, actually I'm sick of them, but they are nice people for the most part. Except for a few complete bastards that would have been sent packing anywhere else, that is. Anyways, I am making changes.
I start another programming course tonight as well (advanced PHP), so many changes are afoot, as I pave the path my life will take the next 4-6 months. I need some changes, but I need some stability as well. I can't walk away from things like I used to be able to when I had committments, no mortgage, no career and no relationship. I've grown up. Now I have to try to make sure and not get boring. That's ok, my tastes have matured along with me. I will never be one of those men who tries to be 21 the rest of his life. That only works for a few decades, then starts to get ridiculous. ;-)
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
snowland, homeland
Your 4-wheel drive doesn't make you stop any better.
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What's new in the new year? Not the job, but that will change as I slowly begin the process of applying for work elsewhere. They've given me no choice and even the HR director tells me that I may have to leave to further my career. In the same conversation, she told me that I haven't got the personality for management. Bullshit. The person they did choose has the respect of no one. Funny that.
In other news, I have gotten to the mountains to go snowshoeing and x-country skiing a couple of times. I'm running again, with a 10K run in april in mind and I have been running several kilometres in the snow in the last week. I feel really hardcore when there is snow on the ground crunching beneath my shoes as I run. It feels good.
dear sucky product maker...
Kamenstein, Inc.
10523
We purchased your product from a local department store several years ago, hoping it would be the miracle kitchen gadget it was made out to be. We filled it with water and tested it out, only to be met with a pathetic wheeze and slight dribble of water from the nozzle. Thinking that a more viscous fluid might be required, we filled it with cooking oil, which was also a waste of our time, as we were only met with a squeak and a wheeze.
Sincerely,
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
thundershower
i get so unmotivated in the office. i mean to use my 1 hour lunch, but once I am done my eating, I just feel like getting back to it. i prefer taking a late afternoon break, but scheduling does not permit. today i will.
sometimes i go to the seawall and read my book and watch girls jog by. seems more useful than trying to get shopping done. especially when i have a good book on the go. lately the olympics has absorbed much of my spare time.
Thursday, July 08, 2004
write more, dammit!!!
Ice cream vs. better salary: I appreciate the morale-building aspects of free ice cream day at work, but wouldn't mind if there was no ice cream and the pay higher. My morale in this job at this point needs more than ice cream to rescue it. I was passed over for a promotion to team lead and at this point I am the only person who has been here for four years and hasn't seen a promotion of some sort. I've got five years of full-time experience in the industry, am known widely (and am not imagining this) as the most all-round technically knowledgable person in my department and they choose over me someone who comes to me for help with their work. But I guess having been an assistant manager at a fast food franchise means something to the VPs who end up making these decisions. Or, and I shudder at this thought, it was purely based on reasons of personality. I'd rather not think about that, as it depresses me.
Off for seconds of fudge ripple. Then work on my resume on company time.
Thursday, June 03, 2004
i like to view a Pile of Slush.
cardio
I think about the need for muscular exercise frequently- but have been more concerned about my heart and lungs and all the years I was a casual smoker. For years I got winded running up a steep escalator or long staircase. I am of the opinion that people can look fairly fit, but actual be in terrible shape inside.
My benchmarks are: running up stairs, running 5K and not getting winded during 30 min line drills in Hapkido class.
Friday, May 28, 2004
supersize me- food thought for the day
Fortunately, today's lunch was catered by the amazingly sweet and considerate wife of a coworker. She is an amazing cook, if a little unconcerned about fat content.
I went back to forage for seconds and when she noticed me picking the radishes off the veggie plate, she handed me a ziplock filled with radishes, because she remembered that "someone liked radishes" and she wanted to make sure they got their radishes. I mentioned I liked radishes about a year ago, the last time she catered one of our lunches and she remembered!
Food is a complex issue in humans- cravings, nurture, comfort, addiction, excess, expressing caring for one another - food plays a role in all these things. Oh and I almost forgot: profit margins, too.